Tuesday, May 19, 2009

well "it's deep" lol


Don't have much to say but the birthday of my oldest just passed, she was born on may 17, 2000 at 2:30 in the morning. I am still in love with her chocolate brown eyes! I am also enjoying the last week of school, still so busy with baseball and softball, and Evelyn's dance. Looking forward to the summer and looking forward to getting homeschooling. I have been very happy and very frustrated, I hope everything just sorts its self out. So tired of fighting to be nice, I am fighting myself, and just feel like throwing up my hands. I know God feels like that with me sometimes, I just hope people are listen to him. I am rambling now. Most of the time I just feel like staying in my own little home and not going outside and not caring about anyone or anything. Still think, since moving down here I have not found a "normal" so I go from being OK to depression and at this point not sure what to do about it. Just wish I could find my normal and be my old self................. :0)

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