Well it has been awhile since I last posted something, still trying to get it together after having Norah about 9 to 10 weeks ago. It has been a big adjustment, and am kind of sad that I won't be having anymore, due to my health and having 4 c-sections. Anyway, I have come to terms that I am a very morbid person and that I think about death more than I should. I know it is only by God grace that I am still here, I really appreciate that....Thank you GOD! I hear of people everyday that get cancer or some other illness and they leave their children to fend the world with out a Mother or a Father. I am so hoping to see all my kid go and graduate school, get married and have children. Just to be there to encourage them in life.
I haven't always had family around my parents divorced when I was 5, from there my brother and I went from house to house, grandma to grandma, and didn't have a stable home until I was 12 years old. Their was plenty of people to love, but no one to tell me that they did. So when Thanksgiving comes around I love being with my family and having my kids enjoy that, This is the 1st year that I won't spend it with my family and that makes me sad, but I will be sharing with my church family that means alot to me, I guess in a way each of our families are ophans(not being able to celebrate with our earthly families), and it is so great to be adopted and begin to love and do life together.
I guess it all goes back to how God adopts us into his family, and that he chooses us to be his follower, he wants us to love him and be in that relationship with him. I think that says alot about the kind of flawless person God is
Thank you to my Angel's who will be spending Thanksgiving with me and makeing it a wonderful day and maybe a little less lonely and a lot more cheerful!
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And a wonderful day it was. We have had to spend Thanksgiving and Christmas away from family for many years and I can handle it until those that got to be together in my family start talking about all the fun and talks and great food that are only family foods and then I get sad. It is true that we are all a family. Family isn't restricted to those of blood relation or those that have been in our past and know us longer then others family is the ones that know you, have faith in you and believe you are great no matter the stage you are in.
I am thankful that I could spend Thanksgiving with my Huntsville family this year. They humbled me and made me strong all at the same time. God Bless each of them.
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